I don’t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.
"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didn’t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. I’m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it.Just in case this can help someone. Some suggestions also seem harmful (eating a hot pepper really hurts!!!) but steps to feeling better and not self harming is most important. Sending you love and light
STOP SCROLLING! Please reblog this vitally important information because at least one of your followers is self-harming. Thank you!
I don’t understand. I don’t understand how people who do not know me can hate me. People who have never met me can deem me immoral. People who have never been wronged by me can claim I am damaging them, damaging their children, their society, their country. Well, that’s just it. It’s not theirs. It’s ours. We all contribute. We all have our rights AND wrongs. And we are entitled to them. Something so obvious but somehow so easily ignored. Overshadowed by voices. LOUD VOICES. But who do those loud voices belong to? THE IGNORANT. The ones who do not think before they speak. Who do not process before they conclude. Who do not reflect before they judge. WHY DO WE GIVE THEM THE STAGE!?! WE CAN BE LOUD TOO! WE CAN BE HEARD! People WILL NEVER AGREE! That’s OBVIOUS! But why do the IGNORANT still have the loudest voice? They have the narrowest minds, but somehow have the largest stage! Why? How? I don’t understand.
Boyfriend and me hiking my first mountain!
I highly suggest everyone watch HBO’s The Normal Heart about the beginning of the AIDS epidemic and this documentary, 30 Years from Now, which talks about the same subject. In the documentary is Larry Kramer, who wrote The Normal Heart.