Make a Change

Finally broke Lent, and couldn’t be happier :)

Okay, so I’d really appreciate people’s input on this subject, and sorry for the length of this post, I just really need to vent. I was in NYC two weekends ago with my closest gay friend and his roommate. My ex happened to be in the city as well that night. Now, my ex and my friend never met prior to that weekend, but used to hate each other and just started to talk recently and we all seemed to be on good terms.

Anyway, we were all going to meet up but my gay friend was very against going to gay bars, which is where my ex was, so we did what he wanted to do instead and just went to straight bars. Then we headed back to our friend’s apartment, ready to pass out for the night, and he decides he wants to go out again. Our other friend and I decided to stay in and just went to sleep. A few hours later I wake up to my ex and my friend coming in. So already I’m agitated because my friend all of a sudden was cool going to the gay bar, but whatever. 

So, they bunk up on the air mattress and we all pass out. A bit later I wake up, to what? My ex and my closest friend jerking each other off..with me and another person in the same room, obviously with them thinking we were both asleep. Not wanting to deal with how f’ing awkward the situation was in that moment, I just tried to ignore it and went back to sleep. The next day I wake up early and leave for a few hours, got coffee, met up with a friend, etc. I come back, my ex is gone, and my friend just stays pretty much silent the whole time, neither ever mentioning what happened. It’s now been 2 weeks, my ex has not brought up the situation and my friend has just not contacted me since that weekend.

Now, I’m feeling pretty betrayed and thinking what they did is extremely messed up. Am I justified in feeling this way? In my opinion, a friend would never do that to another friend.